Why i feel guilty, I have no clue
Why i detest humanity as a whole
Why i want to cry for no reason at all
What all these years has been hurting my soul
The feeling of redemption for sins i dont remember
feeling as if lost someone close
Hearing Echoes in pindrop Silence
seeing invisible foes
I watch terrible dreams
of fights and wars,and blood on battlefield.
I cut down men with no remorse'
Their blood drips on my shield
I see a woman crying on a corpse
her wails and screams freeze me there
I see my hands covered in blood, my body grows numb
I realized, what i did, the monster I had become.
I Look around to see the people i killed
saw tears in their eyes
I killed their dreams, I killed their families
By ending up their lives
I did not hate the existence of war
For War did not kill them i did
I cried as hard as i could
I wanted to reverse this fate
I did not have the right to destroy
The lives i could create
I woke up from my Nightmare
staring into dark room
If this was my past,then i wish that someone could set me free
For i want to atone, with my life, for the sins committed by me
The earth is not evil, for it was never meant to be.
ReplyDeleteMan is not mean, it is not destiny.
It is I, the individual, with a confused soul,
Who has turned the soil so black.
It is me who can toil for a future good
And gain the peace that we lack.